Posted: October 31, 2010 in Uncategorized


Posted: October 31, 2010 in Uncategorized

do you want to do a trip to germany?

yes? i have a little survive tip for you when you are overwhelmed with a situation.

for example:

you want to stop a german native speaker to speak to fast then you can make this sign and he stops to gabble: tata-link

West Germany’s 1954 World Cup-winning team, feted as the men who helped put a nation back on its feet after the Second World War, may have been boosted by a secret doping programme, according to a new university study.

Germany beat favourites Hungary 3-2 in the final in Switzerland – a victory that became known as the “Miracle of Berne”.

“There are several strong indications that point to the injection of [methamphetamine] Pervitin in some Germany players and not vitamin C as it was claimed,” said Erik Eggers, who led the study at Humboldt University in Berlin.

oh my god! my world is going under!

dear diary, which day is today?

Posted: October 28, 2010 in diary

good morning my little weblog, you are currently my only interlocutor. i’m only at work or in my bed. all my bones hurts and my finger are sore. it’s a hard style project which i do. 

all staff don’t speak with me, i’m only a stupid dishwasher. so i do the working time without speaking. whatever. i want to become a millionaire. the american dream. but the problem is, i’m living in germany. whether will this work here?

and otherwise? i feel mental better like yesterday. my setback is overcome. i’m a little bit in dark mood but i thing the reason is my bad body feeling through the to much working. i feel me little like a machine or still as a roboter. 2 days and my weekend will come.

see you, partner.


after 7 days of working i’m exhausted and a little bit mental down. i hope it’s not my illness but only from the work in the last week without enough sleep.

since two dasy i speak only a few words a day. i have nothing to say. it’s not good. i most change it otherwise i fall back in a depression phase.

but my life is a adventurer to me and i’m a soldier for my life and i never will giving up.

today it’s raining. a wonderful noise. i’m sitting in my kitchen and listen the wind and the rain. the morning is still dark, it’s 5 am now here in germany.

i drink my coffee and will think about my strategy for this day how i can control my mental resources. at the best.

#2 believe

Posted: October 26, 2010 in Uncategorized

I always prefer to believe the best of everybody, it saves so much trouble. ~kipling